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It dosnt rain but it pours everything always seems to happen at once if it is not one thing it is an other thing I HATE this time of year everyone in down and all it seems to do is rain

You would think living in Scotland I would be used to the rain But I am not I dont mind the cold, I dont mind it being cloudly But I Hate the rain



My Journey is slow and dark I feel like I am carring the world on my back and it dosent care just keeps kicking

I am finding it hard to find the light I cant seem to see the pathway in front of me

I try to find reason but I struggle



Day by day I am growing weak, My soul is dying





Sleep now there is a question , all I want to do is sleep but I cant and when I go to bed my head hits the pillow and it time to get up



My Head is Killing me !!

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vampgirl023
00:14 Apr 02 2008

wow you are streeed! you should take a day off and just find a nice, soothing,and relaxing hobby. you need a happy place. and when you get stressed just go there and clear your head. And for sleep try to get in a routine every night go to bed a little earlier. just take it a little step at a time.

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My Journey began to slow as I grew weak and the engry was draining away from me until I stopped

I couldnt lift my head, I couldnt open my eyes , the brightness of light cause pain

My Mind My Body My Soul felt like it was dying and all I could do was watch from above.

I hear voices telling me to relax as I feel My Body being lifted on to a trolley, Where was I going? was this it the final journey



I awoke to a darkend room as brightness still brought me pain, I begin to think what has happen where am I ? once again I hear a Voice telling me to relax that I have been taken to hospital and will be ok , I ask why am I in a darkend room with no one else , to be informed that I was unwell and they needed to do tests before I would be allowed on a ward



Maybe this was natures way of telling me to slow down and start taking care



I had viral Menigistest (sorry cant spell to save myself)





I had been drained of all engry and strength but I conitunue, I being to grow strong

I walk alot slower but I walk

I thought it would be fun to find out what My Strippers Name would be ~ I have been given the name ~ Madison Heavenhips ~

I read this entry in Angelus's Journal I feel he has a point is what he is saying so I have reposted this entry here as well !!





"Mommy, Mommy" By Angelus

13:11:20 - Jan 03 2008

Times Read: 16



There are a great many things in life I don’t like. One of them is bullies. Another is tell-tales. Yesterday I learnt that someone I’d thought was okay just isn’t. Simple as.

If you’re a Premium Member, you can turn off biting.

Someone should tell MBK that. For when someone made the mistake of biting him, as a way of intro, he ‘told his Mum’ a woman’s hitting on me.

Now my friend has a son a few years younger than him and if she’d have realised his age, she’d have never bitten him. But, she’s a very busy working Lady and mistakes happen. But, his real time mothers on the site. And, what’s the first thing he does next, but go running to ‘Mommy.’

To me this raises two issues. The first is why are some kids here and why aren’t they on something more appropriate to the childish behaviour I’ve described. The other is, ‘why is someone in the responsible position of a covens Sire running to his Mummy when something happens that is very akin to his own behaviour in the Vampbox?



By Angelus

I was rushed into hospital at the end of Nov beinging of Dec with viral meningitis, and it is taking me along while to recover fully.



I will try my best to more active